Do you have a Tattoo?

Whenever I see this on a questionnaire, I answer in the affirmative: two. But they’re not real tattoos, by which I mean they’re boringly practical and not decorative in any way. I did consider turning at least one of them into something more decorative, but never had the courage to sit through the expected pain.

My tattoos are green dots. They were placed – one on my breastbone and one under my arm – as markers for radiotherapy treatment for breast cancer. I can only see the one under my arm with the benefit of a mirror, but the one of my breastbone is visible when I wear something even relatively low cut, hence why I considered making something of it.

A lot of women who’ve had breast cancer go on to have tattoos – some have nipples tattooed onto their implants, some have elaborate designs instead of having implants, yet others choose to have a tattoo somewhere else on the body to mark the end of treatment, or the first time they are told there’s “No Evidence of Disease” (a term many cancer patients prefer to “all clear”), to mark the end of any follow-up drug regimes, or simply to mark having been in the club.

When I had the courage to face the expected pain, I couldn’t decide what I wanted. In all honesty, the fact that I still cannot imagine what I’d like to have right there in my cleavage, makes it clear to me that I don’t truly want anything more than my green dot.

I’ve seen both extraordinary works of art, and some pretty rubbish examples. A friend has a wonderful one on her shoulder (a Maori sun) and wears strappy dresses for the many formal rugby-related occasions she attends to showcase it, and a cool and funky grandmother I met some years ago had a feather tattooed on her foot, curling up her big toe. It would only be visible during the summer or when she was barefoot – an idea which really appealed to me. It was also beautifully delicate, subtly coloured, and resembled a Liberty paisley pattern. Honestly, I was sorely tempted – till she told me the bone being so near to the surface had made it quite painful – when I’m afraid I chickened out (again) πŸ˜€

So, it’ll be just those two green dots for me …


If you have a tattoo, is there a story behind it? If you don’t have a tattoo, is there an image which might tempt you?Β 


Β© Debra Carey, 2020

8 comments

  1. I don’t have one but my daughters do. The youngest one came to me at age 18 and asked if I would write “La Vida e Bella” for her because she wanted to get a tattoo of it on her forearm. How could I say no if she wanted it to be in my handwriting? I wrote it on a piece of paper for her but I didn’t realize that she was going to get it the same size or I would have written it a bit smaller! This one takes up her whole forearm and she has added five birds to represent our family.

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  2. Janet, oh your daughter’s tattoo sounds absolutely delightful. I completely get what you mean about the size of handwriting though, but I’m sure it looks lovely regardless πŸ™‚

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  3. Ally, I feel a bit of stuff in coming to that conclusion – but yes, I feel we’re in agreement πŸ™‚

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